Every week I pick a country song to be in love with anddd this is the one I chose this week.
My happily ever after begins in 27 days :)
I love you with all of my heart and our life together is going to be incredible<3 I can’t wait to hold you.
I saw my dad today and..he has a girlfriend. They’re getting serious and it scares me but I didn’t think it bothered me. I’ve been upset all day but I couldn’t figure out why and then I came home and all night I’ve been trying to figure out why I’m upset and then out of the blue I thought about something she said to him today and it finally hit me. I’m angry. I’m pissed off. I’m jealous. I want my daddy all to myself. I finally got the relationship I’ve always wanted with him and I don’t want to share him. I don’t want to lose him to another psycho bitch.
Ever since my parents got divorced I’ve had this idea in the back of my head that they might get back together some day and it’s almost happened several times. but if my daddy has a girlfriend and my mom has a boyfriend, how the hell is that ever going to happen?
Today, I lost the last bit of hope I ever had. I’m so broken and beat up over this right now that holding in the tears so I don’t completely fall apart in front of anybody is becoming damn near impossible.
Maybe I’m just being a whining bitch..
Alright sooo, my entire life, every time I would go shopping the first size I would always pick up to try on would be a medium. It’s the only thing I’ve ever fit into. BUT today! I Was trying on dresses and allllll of the mediums were SO loose and I couldn’t figure out why, soooo for the hell of it I picked up a small and I tried it on and.. it fit! I don’t know how something so little can make this day so perfect but I feel great about myself today and NOBODY will ruin that :D
I want to hold you..so close and never let you go. I want to kiss you and kiss you until I’ve explored every inch of your body. I want that closeness. I want you. And I want you now.
